If you'll look for me

...I'd be buried undernearth these reading materials for my compre...literally!




Finally the finished product after one hour of collating everything:



ahh...2.5 reams and P500++ worth of copied reading materials for only 2 subjects out of 8. Took these pictures to actually humor myself and internalize that I have less than 3 mos to study these and more. As if I can just laugh it off...

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On a lighter side of life, all the hard work and cramming (an understatement actually) finally pays off!And they say that my prof never gave such grades...hahaha beaming with pride ang lola nyo. Gave myself a pat on the back & got a sweet hug & kiss from Ryan (who was also very happy for me) actually he's wondering if my prof was just the generous type considering the kind of student I am. Ang sweet no?!

Anyway I hope after all of these endless readings and review I can enjoy the same sweet moment after the comps. ALL fingers cross.

Yaiks!!!!!!

Still I can't scream...and actually pointless too so maybe I'll just vent some here.
I wonder if I'll be able to handle it to reach my goal.
Then I ask myself why the hell did I set such goal...grrr?!Well, okay, I just tend to not appreciate it when it becomes hard! What a coward huh?!
This is not a job for Wonder Woman it requires a miracle...no matter how much I try to juggle everything I'm getting panicked, scared and most of all afraid of failure!

Kailangan may himala!

After 5 long years (or so)

From blah

to


I don't want to think about tomorrow after I have taken a bath...arrrgghh!I swear I almost strangled the stylist because I specified that I want a wash and wear do. Sabihan ba naman ako na "ma'am wag nyo na lng po muna basain tomorrow para ma-enjoy nyo muna" Ang husay di ba?!Summer kaya option ba ang wag basain ang ulo pag naligo?Well, at least I can give him credit for the nice, clean, crisp & fresh cut that he gave me.

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Hurrraaay!
In a few minutes vacation will officially start!! Buti naman at halfday kme!

These past few weeks I feel I'm part of my family again and a wife to my husband. Last night instead of cooking something quick and easy I cooked sweet & sour fish and kahit sa lack of practice eh hit pa din ang cooking skills ko.Haha! I'm not saying I'm the best or anything but I'm just so happy to prepare something (other than the usual frying I've done lately) and be complemented by my dear husband because if the viand is a flop I'll never hear the end of it from him.

Tapos mega-labandera ang drama ko nung weekend. Last weekend naman although I still have to finish my paper then na-excite na ako at nag-general cleaning ng room & bathroom. (Yes, somehow that explains why I had to cram like that to submit it) I feel sooo accomplished but most of all I had spare time to watch tv and rest.

Haaayyy...I'm enjoying every minute of this kse I'm setting my heart on something big this July!

Bad habit

This is probably my worst…

Deadline for submission of take-home exam 6:00 PM

3:30 AM I tried hard not to fall asleep and concentrate on answering the questions in this very lengthy take-home exam.

3:45 AM I had enough! I noticed I won’t be fininshing this in 30 minutes or so.

3:50 AM woke Ryan up so we could go to our room because he fell asleep in the couch waiting for me.

7:00 AM I was wide awake but in a dazed state. Pwede pala yun. Maybe I was too worried that I haven’t finished my exam yet. Ryan was telling me mag-text ka na leave ka. But no. I can’t. We have scheduled activities that I can’t leave behind. Not keeping track of time I managed to prepare breakfast pa.

9:00 - 11:30 Dutifully did my work but after the orientation I had to tell my boss that I need to go home and sleep. Half-lie...just didn't tell her naman what time I plan to do that.

12:45 PM Rushed to DLSU, had mongolian bbq there for lunch...wrong choice coz I can't eat fast dahil super init. In fairness medyo okay naman ang luto. Kaso natakam din ako sa porkchop...di bale..next time.

1:30 PM Searched the library for an outlet to plug the laptop. Thankts to my dear husband who let me bring the service unit to school. So it began...Synthesize,copy here, copy there. I told myself I should be done by 4:00 but I actually finished it at around 5:15 PM.

5:20 PM Hurried to the computer rentals shop to have my exam printed and because I had to transfer it pa to my memory card nasingitan pa tuloy ako. While I was still transfering the file 3 girls came in but the owner said, "sya muna ha" pointing to me. Di natuwa yung girls (hello ako naman tlga nauna!)they teased the store owner na may crush lang daw sa akin kaya inuna...hahaha!gusto kong matawa pero sige na lng basta mai-print na and I submit it before 6:00.

5:33 PM Yey!I was headed back to DLSU but I remembered that it should be placed in a short brown envelope at tlga namang pumila pa ako ha. The girl ahead of me bought a lot of DLSU t-shirts and kept asking about other stuff. Puhleeeasee hurry na! (but of course it would be too bitchy of me to say that out loud).

5:47 PM Finally!In the hallway nakasalubong ko pa yung prof ko na naging classmate ko sa isang subj so chika pa ng konti

5:50 PM na ako nakasakay ng elevator. Yey! Wala pang angelus!

5:51 PM nasa floor na ako ng dept. My prof was there discussing something with my other prof. Wohooo! I made it!Ooops susulatan ko pa nga pala ng name ko ang envelope...another one of my professors came out. Small chitchat again. As I was about to put it inside the pigeonhole of my prof another classmate was rushing from the elevator. Hah!

This is it! I should be savouring the moment of completing all my Academic subjects!!I really love studying but it's the exam and assignments/projects part that I hate. Of course completing my academic subjects would also mean that I have to take the comprehensive exam, practicum & thesis. Still a long way to go for that much awaited Masteral degree but I'm simply glad that a I'm done with the big chunk of it.
Unfortunately for me...I'm so sleepy I can't celebrate or even enjoy the moment.

I just hope that I could teach our future children to have better study habits than their mother. Now how do I do that?Okay saka ko na sasagutin ang tanong na yan...mental note na lng muna.