tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-104733742024-03-07T15:05:32.203+08:00The Wonder WomanI used to run around doing everything all at once(running an HR Department, diligent graduate student, coordinating weddings,a dutiful wife, a reliable daughter, sister & niece, always available friend) but I never knew all those roles summed up would never match MOTHERHOOD and I love love love it! Now I can slow down...ummm...only if I don't need to chase my daughters~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.comBlogger170125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-9780755781569429132021-06-01T23:28:00.004+08:002021-06-01T23:28:32.431+08:00We are still here<p>June 1, 2021. The world still stands still crippled by this never-ending pandemic. My mood, resilience and positivity dwindles up and down. I'm here to vent. I'm here to cry so as not to burden anyone of my petty sorrows. We are healthy. We have jobs. We have a semblance of good life that a lot struggle now so who am I to complain. I feel guilty for even feeling bad :( </p><p>I googled how to get out of a rut because at this point this pandemic turned most things in a rut. A rut that you just do not have the will and energy to choose a new tv show that used to be a fun pastime few weeks ago. A rut where your patience is paper-thin you have a hard time embracing people and their flaws at home and at work. I pride myself always seeing the bright side of things but who will pull me out when I fall into the darkness. </p><p>I pray...I pray before I sleep, when I wake up, as I drive to work, as I walk around zombified. I'm still here in the dark. So is everyone else. This pandemic has taken away the ability to look forward to something because no matter how much you plan...what's the point. The pandemic will take it away because the virus evolved faster than experts can protect you. You end up frustrated and helpless. </p><p>This rant was brought about the reality that we will never ever have a dog. Shallow I know and I understand the reason why we will not get a dog and I even accept it. It just stirred a part of me like someone dropping a spoonful of coffee in a mug of milk...my lips says I am fine with it. My brain even says so too and the brain is so smart it even lists down why we cannot and should not have a dog. Am I too stubborn to move on? Like all things maybe I should just blame this on the pandemic. Maybe our routine and lives will flow differently and I wouldn't be daydreaming of walking the dog in a park, teaching it tricks because I would be busy packing for a trip to US, Europe or even Philippines. Maybe in a world without the pandemic I am so busy volunteering, meeting with friends building my professional network thinking about extra-curricular for the kids. The kids will be busy with their friends and will not be glued to the screen and I will not want them to have a dog to get busy with. Now now Rhodora let's do what you do best. Bury that yearning feeling deep deep deep in the midst of your soul that you forget it ever existed. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDPwrndTb65dmcQa83OWKfDZFxrPqJ5yqD5kii7fAJg86585IT6mvYQg-0nzDBmxnhR_YUYFIQtPPLrAiY3LFiSCXKOY6C8ZNoVYxbZvVHtIk8aAz4eUipkMFJY_Ik7LJ2ZJNSOQ/s2048/20210220_153444.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDPwrndTb65dmcQa83OWKfDZFxrPqJ5yqD5kii7fAJg86585IT6mvYQg-0nzDBmxnhR_YUYFIQtPPLrAiY3LFiSCXKOY6C8ZNoVYxbZvVHtIk8aAz4eUipkMFJY_Ik7LJ2ZJNSOQ/s320/20210220_153444.jpg" /></a></div><br /><p>Sorry kiddo...if one day you discovered this blog I hope that you have for yourself fulfilled dream to have a furry companion and didn't let anyone stop you. </p>~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-84952870376711581302020-04-07T00:10:00.002+08:002021-06-01T22:41:09.009+08:00My COVID-19 Chronicles: LOST & FOUNDQuarantine. Self-isolation. Social distancing.<br />
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Today is April 6, 2020 and it's surreal. These words have been part of our daily language in the last couple of weeks. I have never tuned in to news as often as I do now. I have never laid-off people before. My list of never have I ever could go on.<br />
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I was so lost, afraid even had bad anxiety attacks here and there. Our province declared school closures March 23 by March 18 we decided to send our kids to school for the last time. Ryan has been working from home since March 12. Since then, March 17 we refilled our water and pumped gas from Costco March 17, picked up a few items too. That's the last they have seen the outside world.<br />
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I on the other hand, still come to work everyday. With all the developing measures the government is putting in place, knowing we have enough supplies for a month or more I have yearned to stay home and be safe with them at the same time I didn't want the financial burden of losing my job (even temporarily) or the relationship implication with my bosses if I quit early in the game. That's just the tip of the iceberg of what's running in my head.<br />
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Days felt like weeks. I struggled with work-home dilemma while navigating this unprecedented life disruption. Adding to the feelings I have to shut off as day after day I process employee lay-off. Become strict to those who feel ill to protect those still in the office. At home, the kids feel like its a vacation. I can't blame them - why would I need to wake them up at 7am when there's no bus to catch? How can they concentrate on the homework given when teacher's didn't give any deadlines or consequences? Screen, toys, each other...felt like summer break? It was hard. I felt bad that I am not doing them a favor of having a better grasp of their work. What's a good balance of freedom and work? A common ground. News piled on as did my worry. I was the only one who can contract this virus and bring it home. If I get sick who will cook and take care of the family. Worse if Ryan and I get sick who would be kind enough to tend to our kids or at least bring them food. Didn't even let my mind wander if it was one of the girls who gets it. I was heading for a breakdown but I know better than to let myself crash.<br />
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I prayed. Really prayed to connect and not just recite prayers. I reached out to family and friends not just forwarding news or sharing pictures. Connect. Just as I improve my connection to God. I improved on laughing with my family & very close friends. Another never have I ever - I never facetimed them as often as I do now. Never have I ever felt God's embrace as I do now. The acceptance that we are not in control...I love how Ryan reminded our family of that. I love how our family prays the Angelus and other petition prayers and continue the dialogue with God. I love how we talk about God's control not human. Not in abandonment but in obedience to the leaders he has appointed in our lives. We pray for them as much as we pray for our frontliners. That's when I found myself again. To have that peace of mind amidst the chaos.<br />
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Am I still crazy and paranoid? Oh yeah because yesterday our 1 gallon of milk already ran out and we are on our last drop of hand soap so as Ryan drove me to the shop I was like a ninja/robber with gloved hand that I douse in alcohol who lysolled and soaped the bags of chips and jug of milk. Spring break passed. The kids fixed their room by themselves (I have given up on asking them to do so weeks ago but they suddenly surprised us with this). The kids are getting along so well and I am so happy they have each other. Ryan and I have a job. I walked to work feeling less unsettled and finally a little more productive than just going with the flow.<br />
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We are a long way from normal. It's a long battle but God we lift it all up to you.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-73367660389330145922020-01-23T03:42:00.002+08:002020-01-23T03:43:28.305+08:00Generation - Next!<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9f2ue" data-offset-key="6duh1-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">
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~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-43604799234805258882018-02-13T03:10:00.001+08:002018-02-13T03:10:21.758+08:00What does Canada want from experienced professionalsNext month will be our second year anniversary of arriving in Canada.<br />
My expectations on career was not high as we were told so many times that to land back in your profession is like a needle in a haystack.<br />
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After settling down, arranging the kids school and so many little things that kept us very busy in the first 2 months of arrival hubby & I were both back in our field. I did the math and my Canadian annual salary is equivalent to my Malaysian salary. This can be viewed in 2 perspectives. I was hired as an HR Assistant earning a salary of a Learning & Organizational Development Manager. Pays well for lesser responsibilities or my compensation didn't literally change moving here. Which made me think if I am able to specialize again in either Learning & Development or Recruitment I would at least be happier and be better compensated. Frankly I am not a fan of other parts of HR other than these two. While I can do the job, I naturally excel and get excited with L&D as well as Employee Engagement Programs.<br />
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Two years later I am still stuck in this job with very limited opportunities to grow or even showcase my skills. I think the hard part for this is not seeing a clear path ahead. I know what a dangling carrot looks like compared to my other bosses really walking the talk of growing my career. For some weird reason too I can't seem to get hired in other companies. I was either too overqualified for some (when I go for entry level positions) or for the same level jobs I was not the most competitive candidate out there. Such a dilemma so I am taking matters in my hands and explore my options. The only thing I haven't done is take up a course to "beef" up my resume. Apparently I've been told numerous times that it's how the 'games' are played. Whereas my experience is as solid as a brick. It is so frustrating because no matter what format of resume and no matter how specific and individualized my cover letters and resume are I am not lucky enough. So here's to the beginning of my quest to fulfill what I hope is what these Canadian employers want from HR Professionals like me. A Canadian education or Certification.<br />
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I hope one day they realize though that it holds back their progress. Only those with time and money can actually pursue additional degree or certifications. Doesn't mean they are less talented. In Asia even if we are not decorated with fancy certifications and multiple degrees I have seen more very dedicated employees who work hard and innovate. <br />
<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-33531055394709972642017-10-31T22:11:00.002+08:002017-10-31T22:11:20.181+08:00Why I Need Friends in my LifeAn old adage says...no man is an island.<br />
This is especially true to me. I think that's what's harder for me here in Canada. I can't connect to anyone here the way I connected to my friends in Philippines or Malaysia. Even my KL lunch buddies are more relatable than people surrounding me here.<br />
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It's driving me insane because there's no safe sounding board for me anymore. I can't even cry well the tears roll out but after a good cry I am usually fine. I just find myself bottling everything up inside to function on my day to day. I pride myself before as being patient and understanding...nowadays I snap more often. Crack under pressure and it just keeps piling inside like a heavy weight on my chest.<br />
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This wouldn't happen if I just have someone to unload once in a while and still be silly. My friends hear me out don't give nonsense advice most especially dont lecture me and they dont get equally stressed when I rant. When the timing is right they know I am done and can be goofy again. Likewise I love hearing them rant about their lives too makes me feel I am not alone.<br />
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I guess I learned the hard way what is more important for me...family, friends and a good career. Money is just secondary. Sure I drive my husband over the wall in my ideal lifestyle but most often I feel that's to fill the void inside me. Because I felt happy carving pumpkin with the kids, I felt happy just sitting and watching a movie with them, I felt happy when we have bus commute adventures together.Of course kids will be kids and they act out and stuff. Iaree more intense in her episodes and its really tough to be going through this knowing that I am not enough and that something can be done. Oh God help me :( :( :(~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-73901567366482810762017-03-24T23:47:00.001+08:002017-03-24T23:47:46.959+08:00At last...I am finally back on a PONYTalk about baby steps.<br />
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A lot of people compliment me & hubby that we are in our respective fields (IT & HR) immediately as our first job in landing. It is a known fact (due to my incessant whining to close friends & this blog) however that my work (or lack thereof) is killing me to boredom. I am not being arrogant here to say that everything that I am doing is something I can do in my sleep that is why my turn-around time is in a SNAP leaving me with plenty of empty hours in the office. I do not think the job is beneath me but I do not see my value add to the organization.<br />
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My manager is not very keen in exploring aspects of me developing training for the employees nor is employee engagement (or employee events at the minimum) is in our umbrella. Those who know me very well will find it weird that I got excited I would have to cover for the payroll supervisor for 1 month while he goes on leave. Which means I have been doing payroll for the past few weeks now and was really excited about it. Of course when the novelty wore off I found myself wondering why I became a math teacher as (I kid you not!) 60% of the time sheets they employees/managers computed wrongly!!!Calculators people!!!So yes my job became basic 1+1 checking the papers before I can enter in the system! Absolutely not living the dream!! LOL<br />
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Anyway what I am seriously excited about this time is I got a training request from a manager for basic MS Office. I told her that since we are non-profit org why don't I do the training myself. I know MS Office is not my area of expertise but I am banking on myself being an advance user and with (hopefully still) good facilitation skills. So I got it and another Director approached me for the same request. So yes I am back on the pony for now just to make sure I can still get back on the horse later. Yey!<br />
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<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-18462574115365069102017-03-23T09:45:00.002+08:002017-03-23T09:45:25.060+08:00Packed LunchPacked lunch here in Canada is an extra challenge for me it's nut free ( no nutella sandwiches) and fish free( no tuna and sardines) so forgive me if I cant help but smile as I was putting away the left over dinner Ate said "Mommy there's still mashed potato can I have it for baon please?" And I said ok also bring these green beans and she was ok we were just worried the volume might not be enough to fill her up. Then I asked bunso what she wants and she happily replied "Anything youstill have over there mom just add strawberries please" I told her that Ate is already bringing the left over mashed potato and she was fine with it which meant she was thinking of the left over chili. Too bad the weather wont permit that it won't keep warm so I told her she can't. So she said "Oh ok anything then"<br />
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Yup one happy mommy here that my kids eat vegetables and fruit!~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-959217972925028952017-02-28T23:59:00.000+08:002017-02-28T23:59:32.205+08:00Parenting ScoresIt's amazing when you feel you are doing something right for something that you have been so exhausted in doing and driving you nuts.<br />
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The past few weeks hubby & I were plain exhausted. I even asked him if I can hand in my resignation papers from being a mom and he said he had been thinking of the same thing too. The kids are pushing our limits and we haven't really had much of "self-care regimen" to keep us sane. Over the weekend however we told them to dress up for church and they came out of their room all dress up with matching clothes and announcing that they are getting along so well. There were a few minutes of bickering during the day but not so bad to that was a triumph. Last night we sent them to bed at 8PM after brushing their teeth and all (same as every other night) at around 8:30 PM their lights were off and we heard them saying their prayers together for the first time without us. It was a lovely prayer made more special as it was their own initiative. We can't help but smile and stand up to bid them goodnight again. Usually putting them to bed and the actual sleeping is a big struggle. Despite ushering them to bed at 8 - 8:30 they mostly end up asleep by 9:30 PM the earliest. So yey to me & Ryan! Parenting is really hard but the nuggets of moments you get a peak of the person you hope they will be is so rewarding! Don't get me wrong our apartment is still a chaos of mess. ~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-30459948644696293532017-02-16T00:53:00.000+08:002017-02-16T00:53:01.219+08:00Conversations with my 5yoI always love having conversations with my daughters mostly they dominate it by telling long winded stories of the day or something they found amusing. I treasure all of their stories. I love seeing things through their eyes but since their innocence is fleeting so fast I thought I should share some here with my 5 yo and I will update this time & again<br />
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Feb 14 2017 <br />
I bathed her as I wanted to make sure her congested nose gets relieved. After the bath...<br />
Liezl: Mom I love you. I am happy you take care of us. Without you we cannot eat. Daddy needs to learn how to cook before you die right?<br />
Me: Well we really do not know when we will die<br />
Liezl: But you will die when you are 100 years old that's why when you are 99 I will be very sad because on your next birthday you will die.<br />
Me: *eyes popped* LOL<br />
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Feb 13 2017 <br />
Cooking palabok I asked her to stir the pot.<br />
Liezl: Wow you are cooking spaghetti!<br />
Me: It's palabok not spaghetti<br />
While eating the palabok<br />
Liezl: We are not allowed to bring spaghetti to school<br />
Me: It's palabok not spaghetti<br />
Liezl: (Still oblivious) Don't pack this spaghetti for my lunch ok?<br />
<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-44778476914120236382016-10-19T23:35:00.001+08:002016-10-19T23:35:07.311+08:00Bring on the Halloween 2016 fuss!Like in every holidays, occasions, etc this year it's all FIRST for us.<br />
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So Ryan wasn't keen about Halloween - CANDIES, EXPENSE ON THE COSTUMES & COLD WEATHER. He can't comprehend the safety of the weather and the possible tons of candies not good for their teeth after. Thanks to Ate Elsie he got convinced and allowed us to shop for costumes last weekend.<br />
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Liezl was very determined with her scary witch costume so we just both a witch hat on top of a headband with spiders all around ($2), matching green gloves with spider print on top ($1.50) & table runner with spider webs - for her cape, kelangan daw kse ng web na tirahan ng spiders nya ($2). For Iaree she wanted to be a pirate...then we thought how about a bat and she loved the idea. We found a headband with black ears ($2) and we went searching for a good wings material.<br />
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After 4 shops we found a magician's cape in Dollar Tree which I can trim the bottom and will be perfect and I went shopping for makeup since they want to be "scary".<br />
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Yesterday we received a note from Liezl's school that they are not allowed to be so scary as it might frighten some of the kids so Liezl was asking daddy if they can shop for a different costume. LOL.Apparently whatever day it falls (this year its on a Monday) that's the day people celebrate it. So they will be in school and we have to be up early for me to put on their make-up. Iaree wants fake blood so I need to make a trip to the grocery so I can DIY some.<br />
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As I kept watching youtube videos on how to make halloween make-up I was getting scared myself. LOL. I obviously need to bring my A game here and shop for candies to share in their day-care & school.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-78631017413490519782016-08-16T22:57:00.001+08:002016-08-16T22:57:04.466+08:00The Kindness of StrangersI should really get an umbrella.<br />
This isn't the first time that I got wet in the rain here in Manitoba but yesterday was pouring. God is so good that it POURED after I was already in the bus. The rainfall was imminent as I waited for the bus and the dark clouds was fast approaching. I started feeling strong winds too and the drizzle while I prayed please let this be my bus please let this be my bus...and it was! About 5 minutes later it poured.<br />
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I looked at the clock inside the bus and thought I am already running late picking up the girls. Despite the fact that the bus driver drive like it was a mini-van he was driving and creating 7-8 feet high splashes of water on the side walk. I texted our sitter and told her I was running late and I will arrive wet. LOL. I didn't get a chance to read her response and she did call me as I was getting off the bus. When I reached her place the kids were wearing big hooded sweaters (not theirs, coz in the morning I decided to remove their sweaters due to the hot hot weather over the weekend). I told them lets make a run for the bus on the other side so we didn't have to wait for it from where I got off as there was no shade. We did run for it but in the mid of our run we saw the bus pass by. LOL.<br />
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I thought of taking shelter at the sitter until it's closer to the time the bus is back but she said no. I am taking you girls home. If its not for the girls I would've said no. In the car she told me how when she was a single mom taking home her kids at the harshest of winter she would silently hope that some car would stop by and offer them a ride. How she knows how hard it was taking the bus with weather challenges and wouldn't mind driving us home.<br />
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I have been contemplating on this for a while now how we easily look the other way when we see who are in need. We do not know how big of an impact it has on their life. An ounce of kindness = sliver of hope.<br />
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<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-31180657922840407432016-07-22T01:59:00.000+08:002016-07-22T01:59:01.990+08:00Life after my global companyI've been contemplating a lot if I have a problem letting go, moving on and just be in the present.<br />
If I go with my unfiltered thought, I won't be judged for being ungrateful for what I have now -- that is a good job in my line of work. My unfiltered thoughts will also share why oh why do I have to sit in the office for 8 hours not having the satisfaction of your work contributions making a difference, being micro-managed and each stepped questioned or criticized, mostly not existing to most employees? I wonder if what I am feeling is really uncalled for.<br />
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Before migrating here there's the term "survival job" that we were told about. Those are the jobs like flipping burgers, working in groceries to make ends meet until you have gained enough "Canadian experience" to show employers. Well we didn't certainly go that route (and by the way that route is not bad either as there's dignity of labor here and those jobs do pay well). While I may not be flipping burgers or loading merchandise in the aisles of the grocery stores I still feel what I do is a survival job. I hang on to it the best that I can as it is needed by my family then >>complain A LOT in my blog...miss my ex-colleagues, ex-company and ex-role miserably. LOL.<br />
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Here's a list of what I have gained and what I am missing:<br />
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1. Freedom after working hours! Woohooo...ohhh I worked and worked and even lose sleep working at my previous work. While I say I was tired before I never complained hating it. I do love the fact that since I have no helper in the kitchen not having the work burden after I leave the office.<br />
2. Intellectual and creative avenue for my over-active brain. I love churning ideas. I love talking about it. I love listening to people who give a different perspective that it makes you reconsider yours or let you learn something. I love that in my previous job failure is welcomed in a fashion that you are trying, you are in the right direction or not and that you have room for improvement. That is mainly because the expectations are clear.<br />
3. My awesome ex bosses! You know I didn't necessarily have that instant click with my bosses at first. However it only takes a few weeks of getting to know each other. Plenty of delegation and empowerment. Accepted failure that we grow to work GREAT together. I can definitely say it takes a good leader give that experience. That's what they were. They were clear about their expectations and they take time to get to know me, how I think and work and I was like that to them. They certainly earned my respect, trust and drive to accomplish beyond their expectations. It was mutual and I miss it...terribly.<br />
4. I did gain a lot of time to do personal stuff. That's how light my work is which also scares me as I might not be as relevant to the company. Unlike when I left my previous company...oh how I had the need to put things in order a lot just to ensure they can go on without me. Yes they can just that I felt responsible if I did't hand it over properly however at that point my team is empowered and tasks are delegated well that they can self-manage.<br />
5. The money!I know my husband would disagree but I just don't feel any guilt buying something worth $2-3 once in a while not to mention my starbucks spending last time. While I can live without that Starbucks Caramel Macchiato ('sniff) I just miss being comfortable to spend once in a while and that came in with my manager paycheck before plus extra bonuses for being awesome at what I do.<br />
6. My leaves - sick & vacation. Ugh I was so dizzy with vertigo that my BP rose up and our nurse sent me home. I wanted to rest the next day but I can't afford that as I do not have sick leave. So I dragged my dizzy ass to work. Last time too if my work in the office is something I can manage from home I work from home. Missing that a lot. <br />
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I really do enjoy the freedom to be with the kids and take care of my family that this job gives. I just can't help but give in to my emotions and feel all these chaos of sadness that grips my heart and blog about it so I don't carry it around and I can fake a smile.<br />
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After several rushing about to settle in the new work, find the right car, move-out of our sponsor's house to move-in to our apartment, buy the things we needed fix and and get on with our lives. It was easy to fall into the cracks of annoyance, irritation and most of all frustration. I believe that reaction was the only appropriate one. However when the dust (kinda) settled and dear hubby got more sleep and the daily pace was way slower then we had a chance to trash out how we both feel.<br />
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It felt good after. Honest to goodness talking. No blaming or shaming just this is how I feel, felt or thought. The more open you are to each other helps A LOT. Life is still not fine & dandy. There are still a lot to criticize about like one that really irritated me is the walk-in clinic didn't accept walk-in as early as 2:30pm and they close at 6pm. Since Ate's fever doesn't want to subside we had to take her again the following day this time after my work at past 4pm and we were the last patient to be seen at 6pm. Turns out the doctor was alone the other day and that he was already taking 100+ patients that day and it was too much. He went on to explain that if its kids and they do need the attention he will consider just tell the receptionist. I guess in this adjustment phase we have to be more tolerant than usual to the different things/process/way of life. This is our life now so we have to make the most out of it. I am grateful to have a partner who through all life's bumps in the road that we come unfettered and we always come back to each others loving and understanding arms. That's saying a lot because if you are so pissed off with each other it's hard to remember that. :)~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-39247276929305934082016-07-06T03:16:00.001+08:002016-07-06T03:16:15.006+08:00Yep! Still a rollercoasterIf I were to be mentally diagnosed right now I am manic-depressive for sure. I was so happy last Monday despite the crazy busy weekend I was surely uplifted with the move to the apartment & the celebration of the kids birthday but obviously the dust haven't settled and bursting my bubble today is when I found out that schools are closed. The problem is we want to move them to a school they are currently assigned to. When the sitter is closed (aka sick) we are troubled to take them to a bus stop closer to the sitter's place (which is where bus picks them up and takes them back). Anyway the painful part is we have no school bus for 2 weeks for late submission of busing information!!Waaaaahh..nobody told us this one! I told the school board then they said...well we are always closed on summer it's always been like that. Ugh! I told her we just migrated so we do not know about this. <br />
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.... I lingered in the bed for a while longer anyway I have packed Iaree's lunch & I will just make sandwich for my breakfast. Took a shower then got ready to prepare the lunch boxes. When I went down to start waking up the girls at 6:45 AM I got 2 missed calls from Ryan apparently our baby sitter was not well (again). As he was coming off from his night shift we might be able to work it out without me going on leave.<br />
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Here's the thing when you feel upset or just sad you just are in that mode until you tell yourself to snap out of it. Believe me until now that I am writing this I am still in that miserable zone (-2%: motivated by the fact that I gotta do what I gotta do). I was sitting on the edge of the bed thinking I wouldn't be in this position if I was still back in KL. I had the workplace flexibility for household emergencies like this. I have paid leaves if I can't shuffle my work schedule and I should be able to as I am the boss. My thoughts then wandered to...back then in KL I will be missed in the office if I am away for just a few hours. People will be looking for me...then I will go online anyway attending to office stuff. That may sound crazy but I love the way it was. I was needed, I was vital yet I can have a life and attend to my family.<br />
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The work email I receive from my boss early morning doesn't help either. She's away for now and was asking for updates on the department activities (which is valid). She did appreciate the work I have done (yey for me!) and the reason I'm ranting here is not because of her but because of me. I am feeling micromanaged as she asked to be copied for all the mail that I send out. I do not see anything wrong with her request but I can't help thinking that when I was a manager I never asked that from my staff as long as I know they are doing their job properly and I am not getting any complains. Again as I said its not my boss it's my working style. Shouldn't be a big deal honestly but when you are feeling BLUE like I am you see shades of blue everywhere. Ugh! Resulting again how I miss miss my old job and old work status.<br />
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I think I can be fine if I had people to talk to and the best option I have right now is this ghost of a blog. I purposely tell myself don't go that path again and say you had more friends in KL because you have been there for 9 years duh!<br />
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This is a journey we have to make. I feel bad that these things take time and when I am not a melancholic mess that I am today I do love it here. I do look forward to the possibilities in our life. Just that this part kinda sucks. While we do have the money we do not want to overspend so despite all the material needs of starting a new life (aka clothes we need for the weather, stuff we need at home, my dying phone..lol) we can't just shop without feeling guilty.<br />
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So at 7:10am it hit me that the 3 of them needed lunch at home, Ryan will be too sleepy , I pity him as having bunso around might not give him a chance to have the rest he needs, he told me he was having hyperacidity, he needed to be up by 12nn as Ate will be out early...ugh! I wish I can stay at home but (1)-we can't afford another unpaid leave when I already had 2 last week for a similar situation (2)-I dont want attendance to be an issue in my performance. So I cooked rice & corned beef the fastest option I have. Maybe missed the 8:03 bus which shouldn't be as I didn't see it when I was at the bus stop at 8:00 AM!It was cold outside 16°C but I survived. I know we are still blessed and lucky. I am not saying we aren't but bottom line is it's just one of those days....<br />
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<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-87337557954363992982016-06-09T00:29:00.003+08:002016-06-09T00:29:57.742+08:00Heart is singing in a grateful voiceThere are good days and there are bad days but there are days that your heart is just over-flowing with gratefulness.<br />
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I am definitely having one of those days. I feel so alive because the first few months I was dragging myself day to day...even the culminating activity prior to migrating was torture. To be liberated from that feeling is WONDERFUL!!<br />
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Ryan started work. We are getting our daily rhythm but to top that all we are just find the right car to buy as he passed the driving test last week. Yesterday we got approved to rent an apartment (yes!it's like a job interview / plenty of reference checking). We can finally be on our own again. It's starting to be a little challenging staying at other people's house. Today at work I interviewed people for the first time in decades I guess (interviewing internal people in the company doesn't count much). I can make a difference in their lives as most of them are currently unemployed. I am loving my job. It's not heavy but it requires some brain power on my end. As long as I have that I feel energized. I am challenged to think and assess people at a professional level. It is so awesome!!My gosh felt like it was ages ago despite me having these feelings when I was a manager in my previous company. The girls seems to be coping somehow in the set-up...we are giving them more time. Thing is...life is not perfect right now but I sure can see the light at the end of this tunnel. I even started feeling the light on my face. I love it! All glory & praises to God.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-12443001232761505732016-06-04T02:51:00.002+08:002016-06-04T02:51:52.040+08:00Thank you Lord!Glory and praises to God.<br />
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It was a tough 2.5 mos really. The bickering, self-doubt, anxiety, exhaustion all creeps up slowly or BAM! All at once but you know what everytime that I feel the lowest of low God sends someone on our path to enlighten us to remain faithful and be strong. In my last blog I was very down but after staying online an old acquaintance who is God's follower told me that he will pray for us and that to remain faithful to him. I never even told him a lot about our situation other than I met someone here who we both know and that we are still looking for a job. Then after talking to him hearing being reminded that God is always with us I was uplifted. Everytime I talk to a family member or close friend who would tell us that they are praying for us I feel so much better and gain energy for another day. Ryan & I also met this wonderful lady in OFE who believed we were doing the right moves and to stay strong. She was nice and gave sensible advice other than what we would hear spoken to us all the time and finally my manager. She believes in giving me a chance. Did you know I only had 1 interview over my 70+ application? I then got the job together with the support of my ex-bosses & ex-colleague for what I could just imagine was a raving reference feedback about me.<br />
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When we got the job offer we were worried about the child care but on the same day an advertisement opened up online and this wonderful lady turned out to be just on our neighborhood. Now the kids are receiving good care. We are now faced with a new hurdle which is finding our own place. Contrary to what we hope for we can't stay with our sponsors anymore. In face-value we can't save a lot anymore because we have to move out but deep down it's for the best actually. I can plan our meals better and the kids will be more comfortable not to tip toe around and be told "no" or "don't" or "cannot" all the time. Also as of today Ryan passed his driving test so one at a time we are building our life back.<br />
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Thank you Lord! ~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-28817154150207008612016-05-03T23:40:00.000+08:002016-05-03T23:40:56.129+08:00"THE ONE"<i><b><span style="color: #cc0000;">With the right amount of pressure a strong individual shines than break. Less pressure and we get complacent. Too much and we give up altogether.</span></b></i><br />
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As another unemployed day starts in my horizon I summon enough energy to type, edit, re-edit applications in the hope that this will be THE ONE. I know I am skipping through what I promised to be a chronological narration of our migration adventure but I am getting more and more impressed with my cover letters that I am beginning to think of making a career out of this. Hahaha.<br />
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I do pray to God though that hubby's job interviews bear the elusive fruit of a job offer soon to save me from insanity and you readers (imaginary I suppose) from useless rants from me. ~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-37920829853381808752016-04-30T05:51:00.002+08:002016-04-30T05:51:20.895+08:00Where am I?<br />
In a whole new place and a whole new world. Figuratively and literally and it was cold when we arrived despite the layers of clothing it didn't seem to be enough. Finally with a few weeks of delay it started warming up and the kids love love love playing in the backyard.<br />
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It has been 1 month and a half since we arrived and left the life we knew. The months before that we both gruel-some, exhausting but exciting because we were going towards something different. It didn't scare me much as I should've been. M-I-G-R-A-T-I-N-G. What we did was not any different from what the geese do...which apparently was defined as ->> to move from areas of low or decreasing resources to areas of high or
increasing resources. The two primary resources being sought are food
and nesting locations. (Source https://www.allaboutbirds.org/the-basics-how-why-and-where-of-bird-migration/). Did we run low of resources? Well we didn't but we will not wait around not having the success that we have envisioned for our family. We will not sit around waiting until we miss the window of opportunity to give our children a better chance than what we have in Philippines and in Malaysia. The currency was surely depleting and I was and still am (I hope that doesn't change) sure of what we were doing.<br />
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A LOT of people think we were crazy and I thought that was because migration was something unusual for them. It's so common in the Philippines and even Malaysians migrate. 45 days after I think I am joining all our friends who told us we were crazy...lol. I am just so grateful that God had been with us every step of the way and that we are not in a dire situation but let me tell you the early stages of migration is E-X-C-R-U-C-I-A-T-I-N-G! Note "early" because I know God has plans for us in His time not ours and He always have. Before you make that major leap answer these:<br />
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1) Are you a professional with a good standing career that you built over the years?<br />
2) You are used to the comfort and luxury of your life?<br />
3) You are doing fine but wanted to improve but can't move in your company or country you are in?<br />
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YES YES & YES? Think more and really really deeply. I was repeatedly warned this will never be easy. Especially because of #1&2. In my next series of blog I will tell you more in detail about our life here when we arrived and our continuous journey. Migration is not for everyone. It's not for the faint of hear. It's not an escape and it may not necessarily be an economic resolution fit for all. Stay tuned<br />
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<br />~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-84745496573413630552015-06-03T12:52:00.001+08:002015-06-03T13:09:50.106+08:00The Single Parent: The 5 Essential Life Skills RequiredAs I stepped in the elevator with a fellow mom who took her child to school, she immediately launched in a complain about how her child ALWAYS ALWAYS never finish his homework. She told me he's so distracted with TV and playing. Same dilemma I was in last night with Iaree but difference is on weekdays we have a no-TV rule at home. So I mentioned this to her as the ride was quick (we were at 3rd F). Then she admitted that this is what's difficult with an only child being raised by a single mom with no cousins even to play with. That took her quite a while to mention to me and she was at the point about to ride her car. She mentioned single family, single child...but the hardest part for her to tell a stranger was she was raising her child on her own.<br />
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Too bad she didn't know I can relate to her well as I am a daughter of a single mom. I have a single-mom child's perspective and I totally understand her. Being a single parent is nothing to be ashamed of. If not for the seemingly perfect and happy image of a complete family, they should be the ones celebrated and highly regarded. I am in a contented and fulfilled marriage raising 2 daughters yet there are days hubby & I raise our hands just exhausted of parenting. Most days we do benefit from taking turns and boosting each others patience but sometimes you just run out of it at the same time. Single parents don't have the luxury of a taking turns or check and balance that a two-parent household has yet they have to carry on and deal with they children just the same. If hubby and I once in a while miss having a me-time (individually) and date nights permission from our kids are more harder than asking permission from my granddad (btw with an earlier curfew)...tell that to the single parent who's bliss comes from an uninterrupted shower or meal.<br />
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Being a single parent is like having super powers! But before you reached that point of being a single parent (by choice or not) there are a few important life skills we all could benefit from.<br />
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<strong>1. HAVE AN OPINION.</strong> You can't just go along with what your parents, friends or partner's opinion is. While you are most likeable when you agree all the time, you are so lost when it's time to express your own especially when you're a parent. Children are fantastic negotiators and lawyers if you do not have a strong stand again something they can easily take you down.<br />
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<strong>2. CHERISH ALONE TIME. </strong>Being surrounded by people all the time is great. Having a life partner is wonderful but do you always have to check on their availability to do something you really want? Don't get used to always having someone around, while that is appreciated also learn how to cherish being alone. For instance, eating by yourself or watching a movie by yourself. These little acts of independence makes being a single parent easier to cope with because you won't always have your children with you by your side either. They will grow up and do stuff without you eventually. The sooner you accept that the easier it will be and trust me you wouldn't want them clinging to you all the time when they are an adult anyway. So gear yourself that being alone is ok and sometimes you just really have to.<br />
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<strong>3. BE APPRECIATIVE.</strong> For big things and small things I know na "walang forever" except God. So when people are there, things happen look at the bright side and appreciate something/someone. You never know when it ends, when it's gone but you had moments that you felt happy about it and that's <u>something</u>. Truth is, nothing always goes the way we want it to be but happiness is a choice and one way to achieve that by being appreciative. This may be hard when you are at those trying moments that nothing seems to be right for you but that doesn't stop you from appreciating it after the storm has passed and you're still standing. Maybe barely standing but still standing. Afterthat you deserve a pat in the back (or a bottle of champagne all to yourself, whatever works). If you practice this skill early on, it makes you a more stable person in times of crisis and single parents have a LOT of those. Lastly, what's not to appreciate if you have your child/children growing up with you. Sure its not easy but they are the most wonderful blessings God could EVER EVER give you.<br />
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<strong>4. LEARN FROM EVERYTHING & MOVE ON. </strong>I am a person who is big on learning. I appreciate things and learn from it as well. If you made a mistake(s) its about recognizing that, assessing the what-went-wrong & what-went-right scenario. Own it and move on. No, don't deflect or blame. It only fuels a grudge. The sooner you own what was your flaw and appreciate what you did right, the sooner you can correct and move on. No point beating yourself up. Single parents don't have the luxury of time to do that so focus your energy instead into learning from it and moving on.<br />
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<strong>5. HAVE COURAGE</strong>. The thing with "walang forever" even the bad stuff doesn't last forever. Have the courage to carry on and make difficult decisions. Have the courage to be happy and acknowledge your strengths. Have courage to admit what you did wrong. Most of all have the courage to reach out and ask for help from people around you. Being independent is a key to many things but if you are nearing breaking point what use of having an emotionally wrecked parent? I saw how my mom was great with seeking and accepting help. We never felt unloved because my mom's parents and siblings were always there. We grew up complete with my mom being both a mom and a dad at the same time or our titos, titas, lolo and lola playing that role for us.<br />
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Bottom line is we all need to develop independence, it's really the core skill anyone should have but don't be stubborn when you need help as long as don't fall into the pitfall of being too dependent on those giving you help you will just be fine.<br />
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And hey..chin up!My brother and I among many other children of single parents turned out fine. :) Single moms & single dads you inspire me everyday to be a better parent because if you can do it we have no excuse not to be able to.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-62624898422457635672011-12-08T15:25:00.001+08:002011-12-08T15:40:48.009+08:00School huntAnd so my mommy life is full of hunt...yaya hunt, good food hunt, bargain hunt..and one of the biggest yet is our school hunt.
I'm telling you being in a foreign country is challenging especially if their educational system is not supportive of using the English language. I don't get it especially for Math & Science because I believe that at the minimum is universal so a person can easily adapt when these 2 subjects are in English. My friends are asking me how it is in the Philippines and I told them school's medium is in English. So you don't necessarily have to send your kids so fancy and big league primary school to ensure they have the good foundation.
Anyway my hunt so far has led me to this:
1. We are targeting to send her to a private school. However, most private schools are shifting their curriculum to International Curriculum with "international school fees" of course and you cannot simply move around your kid as it can either be a British, Australian or American curriculum and each would be so different from each other. Ryan & I can't believe why we have to send Iaree to an overly expensive school at this stage whereas kids would be expected to be studying the same foundation. Some would argue that the quality would be there but I tell you I have been sent to a private school - Primary & Secondary and 2 things I can tell you. a) It was a big environment adjustment for me to be sent to a public University, one that paid off but was still a big shift nonetheless b)I was always in the top 25% of the batch population but I have seen so far 5 batch mates belonging to the lower percentage who are now doctors and great entrepreneurs. The primary & secondary education despite the "label" they had didn't stop them from succeeding in life.
2. Back-up plan is not to move the whole family back the Phils (at least not yet). Chinese school or local Malaysian school maybe if they will accept foreigners. I'm just having hesitation on the educational style in Chinese schools especially on the homework and writing part. The language part I'm perfectly okay with it but to torture kids with tons and tons of homework and repeated writing activity which the writing part I asked my Chinese educated friends they never used anyway. Now the local Malaysian school I have yet to find out if they would accept us. Maybe if that's the last resort I will just get language tutor for Iaree. Feel sad about that part though as she can't even speak Tagalog and here she would learn to speak BM.
Oh well!Wish us luck it's 2 years away and I'm glad I have already started doing my research.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-64819986599057218362011-12-06T15:13:00.000+08:002011-12-08T15:23:43.554+08:00My guilty pleasureMy guilty pleasure that is not shopping or food related (just thought I should make that clear first) is to be complimented sincerely -- "Wow you are a mom??!" "You really have 2 kids?" "You just gave birth?" and to get the same compliment 3x in the same day is wow I must really be looking good today. Hahahaha..I'm so vain!
I told Ryan when we were only married for a few years my personal goal is to look like a hip young mom. Alright of course I will not always be young but I really want to look cool and act my age nicely. Just like lola...she was sooo elegantly beautiful. Let us not forget that if I don't dress up nicely and I am with Iaree in expensive play areas other Filipino maids approaches me to ask "Alaga mo?" (in english, is that the kid you take care of?) or..."Chinese amo mo?" (seeing my daughter looking like Chinese they would assume that I work for Chinese family and taking care of this pretty Chinese girl) hahaha...So I hope you would pardon me for my guilty pleasure for looking good once in a while and basking on the compliments.
Oh and a new addition the the list -- Ryan and I attended his colleague's wedding. An office mate who didn't make it saw our photos and was teasing Ryan "Hey who's that babe you were with on Choo's wedding? Does your wife know about this?" It didn't register to him immediately that it was actually his wife his office mate was referring to. LOL!
So there...I don't care I'm guilty as charged for vanity! Hahaha.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-5510208735449350832011-11-24T22:59:00.003+08:002011-11-24T23:09:36.672+08:00The Ipad2 reward systemThere's no turning back our 4 yr old daughter is a gadget junkie. With kids nowadays who isn't? <br />It all started when this little 6 month old baby witness her mom & dad working from home...she had her own portable DVD for travel purposes then so on & so forth. With the Ipad2 we decided to make it a bit different and let her use it when she behaved well during the day. Strictly imposed no use rule if she misbehaved. So far it seems to be working for her so aside from the educational benefits - we try to make her read more complicated words beyond the CVC method & entertainment purpose it brings - she loooves playing games related to cooking & dressing up it helps that we get to use it to discipline her.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-37629527412868783592011-09-08T14:42:00.003+08:002011-09-08T15:05:50.338+08:00Back to work - New Role! New Life!If there is one thing I know I am good at that is studying.<br />I love a lot of things in learning new stuff, being creative and having the chance to express yourself. Well I am hopeful this is what this new role will bring me.<br /><br />Buh-bye overly dramatic and stressful recruitment delivery work!<br />Hello to my unrealized dream career!<br /><br />Way back when I started in HR there are 2 things I absolutely love - <br />1) Recruitment: for giving me a chance to find that perfect match (company & new employee), being able to network, learning a lot from people (both my hiring managers & candidates)<br />2) Training: the positive energy it brings, the things I learn and again the networking<br /><br />To focus on recruitment was an obvious choice and easy path however the mundane unnecessary issues I was facing (before I went for maternity leave) coupled with lack of incentive for me sucked the joy out of my love for it. I never had much opportunity in training and on the 3rd year of my progressing career in the Phil I was told that I have to start from the bottom again to shift to this path. So I took my masters instead hoping one day I will be able to either teach or move to clinical psychology. My life obviously had different twists and turns back then but now is my chance to start over and pursue it this time. I know later the work load will increase but as long as the passion and the joy of the job is there then no work will ever be that terrible you'd want to spit it out of your system.<br /><br />So here's to my new path!New life having 2 kids this time and hopefully hopefully on a personal aspect...lesser stress at home courtesy of my mom and her incessant nagging of our maid.Wish me luck!~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10473374.post-52504536297658148592011-07-15T13:42:00.001+08:002011-07-15T13:44:12.473+08:00GIFT<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgH0Cy_t_aDHMG3ciuf7SzUoV9AoEEMkoea7uE48U0-kpGguq10iUPfqW3gBZ6BpDqGnRsv2WEgDL2Ro8KLZVWF9VKp4aaFQA3r_PP6QXkmsB3gayO86uYfJOC9USn8yCoglMg9A/s1600/coach.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 136px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgH0Cy_t_aDHMG3ciuf7SzUoV9AoEEMkoea7uE48U0-kpGguq10iUPfqW3gBZ6BpDqGnRsv2WEgDL2Ro8KLZVWF9VKp4aaFQA3r_PP6QXkmsB3gayO86uYfJOC9USn8yCoglMg9A/s400/coach.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5629450436760180386" /></a><br /><br />Birthing gift, anniversary gift, Christmas Gift, 2012 Birthday Gift, Valentines Gift all in one courtesy of Mr. Ryan.~dowadee~http://www.blogger.com/profile/00460694775882670453noreply@blogger.com0